The 4 years old boy in my dreams.:)


Guy and I foot.:)

It’s so weird but I don’t know how to explain! I may sound like building a “Blahhh-Blahh” story, but I’m not looking for drama mode in me as well!

4nights in a row that I have been dreaming this 4yrs old boy! The little boy face is crystal clear in my dream like Guy’s little image when he was a toddler.
In my dreams I knew that the boy is Guy and I’s flesh.:)

Today riding the tram. I was standing, though there is 1 vacant seat next to me, but I choose to stand as mostly I do when I’m riding a tram. For the fact that I could burn at least few calories by standing than to seat-down! My 1 hand holding to the pole next to the doorway.
1 more stop before I embark. A woman got up from her seat and standing next to me holding the same pole I was holding on. Then all of the sudden I saw the boy in my dreams standing in the middle between me and that woman. The boy holds the pole almost on top of my hand and smiling so clearly to me. His eyes is so clear to me in those following weird few seconds.:) And I replied him also with my smile!:)

I thought the boy was with that woman. When the woman step off the tram. I look up and asked to myself “Where’s the boy? Where is the woman’s boy?”
Then, I realized the woman was by herself only. And I recalled -that the boy was the character of my dream 4days in a row already.:)
When I got home I told the weirdo scene to Guy my husband right away! And he said it’s probably because I was overwhelmed with kids at church this morning and thinking the kids in my volunteer work a lot too. 🙂

Me: I don’t know really! It’s just kinda weird for me. All in my mind is that’ – That boy is one of my probably loss twin last year?
I don’t know their gender when God opted to take them away from me “For his better plan for me and Guy?” Maybe, No, or maybe Yes? But we are perfectly confirmed together with our Doctor’s, that I was carrying in my womb a Two Heartbeat of Guy and I flesh last year! In short it’s a darn little Twins.:)

I’m not sad now, about what happen! I’m not sad now that I loss my first baby in my womb year of 2011, and my Twins last year. I understand and accepted what God’s better plan for us, because right now Guy and I saw his reason why? And will stay positive and continue to follow what God want us to pursue like what we’re walking now.”__”
What we’re proceeding now? Opps that’s secret for now.:)

Do I miss my Angels? Ohhhh Yes! Of course big darn Yes.
Did I blamed my loss? Yes absolutely before!

But now the wounds been healed and every time I till a story about my Angels now I felt no pain anymore. Because I then finely accepted the fact that God has his best capability to take good care of my 3 Little Peanuts Babies in his Kingdom than here in my arms.:)

Missing you 3 bad my Little Peanuts, and I Love you so dearly.:)

Mommy and Daddy are fine now, don’t worry of us! Just have fun there in God’s paradise. And just keep having fun playing in those pretty garden where butterflies are free flying, playing with you all little Angels.:)

Prayers to my 3 Angels.:)

Prayers to my 3 Angels.:)

I Love you Little 3 Peanuts,

Mommy Yen.:)

WEEKLY PHOTO CHALLENGE: LOVE


Hello guys, todays challenge is about my Interpretation of LOVE from Weekly Photo Challenge titled LOVE

The unique about Love is that the Chemistry and Psychology joining together so that LOVE will arise! And because of that for me Love is pretty much  amazing. 🙂  When we look at LOVE on a certain objects, Love provides different meanings from Love to our Parents, to children, to Friends, To our Religions/Beliefs, to our Material stuffs, to our Marriage, to Animals, and to the stuffs that our hearts wanted to be with that can provides joy on our part. But sometimes we can’t deny that LOVE could be a disappointments too!:(

So guys the following photos are my way of interpretation of WHAT LOVE REALLY IS! 

Church Weeding yr 2006!

A LOVE TO MY MARRIAGE:)

LOVELY FAMILY:)

LOVELY FAMILY:)

A SOLID strong LOVE, and caring of a mother towards to her children:)

A SOLID strong LOVE, and caring of a mother towards to her children:)

I LOVE MY DEAR MOMMY SO MUCH:)

I LOVE MY DEAR MOMMY SO MUCH:)

The Church were my wedding at.:)

A LOVE TO MY RELIGION:)

I LOVE MY BEST ever GirlFriend Fyvie.:)

I LOVE MY BEST ever GirlFriend Fyvie, I wish so send myself to Philippines during her wedding soon as I’d Love to see her joy of Love history.:)

And yeahhh we LOVE shoes bestfriends:)

And yeah we LOVE shoes best friends, we love to goof’ around as always:)

Hopefully  the photos above will bring you Love because you had fun viewing them and understanding that LOVE is relevant to creat joy in life! In whatever aspects in our life we have the reason to be happy, because we are capable to give Love and we deserve to receive Love aswell.:)

My prayers for you and I is to have a Lovely Blissful weekend,

Yen-Yen

For more related articles please don’t hesitate to find more love to this following link

  1. The Daily Post
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  3. http://3rdculturechildren.com/2013/01/26/photo-project-52-bolivian-sundays-week-4-love/
  4. http://2013weeklyphotochallenge.wordpress.com/2013/01/26/httpwordpres/
  5. http://randomuzings.wordpress.com/2013/01/26/weekly-photo-challenge-love/comment-page-1/#comment-965
  6. http://iamzennia.wordpress.com/2013/01/27/love-of-service/#comment-1136
  7. http://seraphim6.me/2013/01/27/weekly-photo-challenge-love/ (from Simply Charming)
  8. http://myvividvisions.wordpress.com/2013/01/28/weekly-photo-challenge-love-life-long-commitment/ (from Vivid.Visions)  
  9. http://jillswell.com/2013/01/27/weekly-photo-challenge-love/ (from Jill’s Well)
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